“Skateboarding is not a hobby. And it’s not a sport. Skateboarding is a way of learning how to redefine the world around you. It’s a way of getting out of house, connecting with other people, and looking at the world through different sets of eyes.” – Ian Mackaye
Actions speak so much louder, so much louder than words, so we fly off the handle for whatever we’re heard, what was said, what was done, this is getting absurd. Night after brain dead night and day after innumerable day, we communicate like apes, pretending we were taught no other way, it’s more about who you hate, and less about what you say.
All fists, and no words, and now this seems so fucking absurd, what changed me ? I don’t know ! But this ain’t no way I want to go.
I’m so burnt out on it all, even though the hatred is as pure as it was all along, but the steel in my guts has eroded away, I’m just so tired of living this way, there’s not enough to drink in a day to make me want it anymore. I’m spinning my wheels with using my brain, cuz noone here understands anything but pain. Is this how we were all fucking raised ? This isn’t a status quo I’m alright to maintain, that’s enough ! We all have our threshold, but this is insane.